years, months, days, hours, seconds… everything pass by so quickly.. and to think.. i have always thought of me having a long relationship with her..
she`s so beautiful isnt she? those sweet little smile.. that attractive hair.. that innocent little eyes..and that rosy cheeks of yours.. i couldnt ask for me.. in fact.. im totally am blessed of having you..
Though sometimes, we fight alot over so little things.. or even argue about a problem that doesnt even exist…she get mad, i get mad.. we both get mad.. but nevertheless.. at the end of the day.. i always want to make up with her..my love for her is always stronger than the pride i have..my love never fades and so shall my faith to her.. we do quarrel alot.. but deep inside..i just want to hug her as much as i wanted to comfort her..
though there is this one question i have in my heart…
"how does she get so beautiful and still give me butterflies when we meet?"
there are always those little sparks everytime i see her.. it makes me sooo happy and soo alive.. even on my worst days.. i could always seek medication through her honest smiles..her warm hugs.. and lovable scent.. it was always that im after.. the feeling of having her in my arms is priceless..
and with just one kiss, my heart stops a beat, an arrow went through my heart again..my muscles feels like they are melting.. it feels like heaven even if she just kissed me in the cheeks..(honestly the best part i always wanted to be kissed)
and thats her, the only person i value so much that the only thing i value is our relationship.. ofcourse we have our ups and downs.. but actually..we always find ourselves in that zone where we held each others arms and telling each other, “whatever happens, we`ll never let go”. i love her, she means so much to me, and i cant even seem to imagine what my life would be without her by my side when i get old.. and lastly.. she never fails to make me fall inlove with her a thousand folds.
it has been a while hasnt it? i totally miss writing here. i wish it was some kind of hobby of me writing stuffs here in tumblr.. but i kinda have been busy on my work.. ohh i am already an intern though, so im working without pay (huhuh :( ). oh well.. im here in negros occidental, sancarlos city though, kinda working here for a month, and yea, currently suffering from missing my one and only girl in my life. i wasnt really aware that i could have this kind of sickness, all i am thinking i will miss her. but it kinda pains me not to see her in a week or so.
so here i am writing while listening to some love songs on my laptop..opm or international perhaps.. i always have this urge to write everytime i get emotional or clingy hahah..
so, actually this message is somewhat likely about me missing baby camille. *sorry guys, its just the way it is* :P hahah.
so im kinda missing her now, i know i have internet here but, FACEBOOK is blocked here, and so is TWITTER. i do have skype, but i seldomly use internet because naturally i feel shy with my superiors letting me use it . oh well, back to the topic. have you ever felt something so distant yet so near? thats what i feel, i miss her so much yet i know she`s so near me. she`s near me because she`s actualy in my heart. the only thing i think at night. the feeling of being in her arms haunts me everynight. those warm kisses and her, well, her Love and everything. it bothers me everynight. though im far away with my family, i just miss her more than them. it kinda makes me think to that i need to learn some teleportation skills even just activated once a week. i just need to see her..
i miss her that much. i miss her from the depths of my dreams. i miss her physically. though i have set to go home this saturday, i just cant wait the days to end so i could actually see her, kiss her, hug her, and be with her. i miss her so baad and i just cant take the to be this long.
even if its only a month, i finally knew what it felt like to have this kind of relationship.
it was quite a good feeling that we have actually been this far, to be able to know that we are much stronger than before, and we actually know how to handle things between us. its always a great feeling to actually be with you when i miss you so much. it really is a great feeling calling myself your one and only boyfriend. :’)
there are times that i always doubt myself if i have given you the right amount of love. but i realize, its not the amount, it is love itself that matters. i know that you know i always try my best to give what is mine. i hope you always appreciate that.
through all these time, there are things that i always can`t explain. though simple words would actually describe them, but the way i feel it cant really be explained. these past few days, it has been my internship period, and we actually faced this problem and a big trial for us. i have always been busy and we actually see each other once a week, honestly it always make me sad to not see you most of the time. but actually it makes me happy that every saturdays we happen to express this unexplainable feeling of having missing each other for some time. seeing you was quite a relief and a distressing feeling for me, everytime i see you always put up smiles on my face. guess i really missed you always babe. but don`t worry, even if im busy, i`ll always find a way to get to you. you know i will.
so for today baby, happy 29th to us, you i dont actually count months, cuz i know we`ll be forever endlessly, but oh well, its still a happy feeling were on our way to our 3rd year. i know i have been a rough guy to handle at times.. i know that i always get a bit harsh when we fight, i know i have actually changed a little. but i know i love you deep inside my heart, i know that i always care for you even when i get hurt, i know that i will always be there for you even when you sometimes feel im not.. i know that i love you baby. and thank you soo much for the things you have done for me. i love you soooo much :*
love baby tof :* <3
we have`nt seen each other for a while, there are so many things i wanna say to you, how i have been and how great experiencing so many things in the hospital, but i just hold it back, because i just want to talk about you and me, our love and our feelings..
oh babe, i`m not used to this, im not used to not see you everyday, texting you is quite incomplete, i wanna see you, see your smiles, feel your hugs, and feel your lips touching mine. im not really used to just a text on how your day went through, i just wanna see your face from tired to those cute little laughs when i just crack corny jokes..
how i miss you babe, how i miss those moments together at school when we are at break hours.. how i wish i could just run like Flash and be there in a minute.. to eat with you and have quality time even just for a while..
i know this is hard for us, i know we aren`t ready for this, but it already happened, and sooner or later, we`ll just live in one house together. sleep together with our little kids.. but for now, please do forgive me for not being there always.. for not seeing you everyday.. its not that im tired and all, its just the time isnt giving us the opportunity to see each other. and i just wish that sooner or later, next or this saturday i might be able to see you,
baby, i really long for your hugs, kisses and you yourself, i just want you to be in my arms reach, and soon we`ll just have that time together forever..
i love you baby :* and i hope that after all we have been through now, you might be able to smile through it with this.. this is for us babe,. for our future. :*
I LOVE YOU :*
looooooooook oh! counting months could really tell us that we have been together for long now :) but i really want to count years :) haha and honestly, i dont really want to count anyway, cuz i want you forever :) i dont usually post this kind of things on monthsaries though, but you see, i just want to express just a little gratitude of still having you babe :)
you see, we have been through so much together, our fights these past few months was a bit intense, and we just always have this little misunderstandings about each other.. though it was really a rough road for us, we still have walked through each obstacle and made it through.. i wanted to go far more babe, and i wanted to really just be with you until we get old..honestly i did not forsee that we would go such far beyond our fighting, you know what i mean :) but you see, i still love you babe :) i love you more than i love you yesterday babe, and i just want you to know that as day passed by, i would never leave you when trials hit us..
so dont worry if we fight, i wont give in to this mad world , instead i would just believe in God, and also our love :) i know, that we love each other this much :) and i know you would not give in too :)
soo happy 28th month to us babe :) i love you sooo much :*
i remembered when i was in grade 6 that i believed love was something i have inherited from being the middle child in the family,i kinda felt that being a middle child lacks somehow the love given by my parents.. so i thought loving someone could really lead me to where i wanted to be, though literally i was pampered with love by my parents and i was just too blind to see that. anyway, i always think about looking the right girl for me, i have courted girls in my highschool and just went straight to disappointment, though one said yes, and later on just found some guy and 2 timed us.. well i gave up on love and decided to just go with friends and enjoy my college life since i really destroyed my highschool life with so many LOVE disappointments..
and so i did enjoyed college life, i never though i could see so many girls which are so attractive, so sexy and so beautiful. but as you can see, i just fell inlove again with this girl..how life can go back and tries to ruin everything again.. though, LIFE failed to that to me again, i Found love at the right time now.. it was her that made me smile all over again, made me feel what love is, the real love.. made me one of the happiest guy on earth.. it all began with her. it began with just a smile, then communication takes place, and now i am in her arms. the place where i have seeked all my life, the Love i wanted to feel long time ago. it was her who made me feel that love i wanted.. only her can do that.. only her and God gave me her..
oh camille, i wish i could give you all the happiness you ever wanted, because you have gave me mine.. you gave me so much that i just want to let you know that in return, i`ll always be your man.. a love that i can assure that would never fail.. i love every inch of you.. your smile, your attractive eyes, your hair, your cute cheeks.. your embraces, your smell, your sweet kisses, just everything about you makes me fall in love with you.. i wanted to atleast be the man you wanted, but i can only be me :) i love you baby :*
whatever happens this year, i know it will be tough for us, but i will be loving you more and more each day, as i always promised that this relationship will never fail as long as our pillar of love never get tired to stand up :)
I LOVE YOU :*
i know we are miles apart since our houses are not that close.. *need to pass the water before reaching you* hahaha. well yea, you complete me, i could not ask for anything else.. God may gave you to me last two years ago, but still i feel so blessed to have you.. your smiles, your cute little face and your kind heart and personality, you are perfect yourself for me. i really love you babe :) and nothing can compare the love i have for you. you are one genuine girl that i have fall inlove with for the rest of my life. :*
it has been 24 months already since the day we called ourselves partners.. look how fast time flies, i still remember the feeling of asking you to be my lover.. everything about this day makes me fall in love with you more.. we have so many things to share, so many time to spend and so many love to give.. i love you babe, with my heart`s content, and i want you to know that i will do anything to make you feel happy, i know sometimes i overdo stuffs and the results would give us problems instead.. all i really want was for you to be happy, but i know my faults and all, so i`m sorry for all of that.. i want you to know babe, that i love you soo much that i cant even forget my own name for you. you make me happy in all the way you can..i don`t really know how to repay you. you give me so much things that i can`t even give them to myself. you are such a warm hearted girl that you don`t even think about yourself when giving me things. i know i have so many things listed to give to you, but only this financial problem of mine is stopping me. i promise babe, whenever we are having our own family in the future, i promise to give them the life you wanted them to have.
baby, i love you with all of my heart and soul, i cant live without you, that`s a fact. i can`t even think about myself without you. i dont know what life would give me when someone would take my world away. i want you babe, only you! i even feel sooooo blessed to have you.. and i thanked God for all of this, for giving her best angel to me. you make me happy baby, you made me a happy person.. :)
happy happy 2nd anniversary baby :* i love you soooooo much :*
baby tof <3
how beautiful she gets every day, no wonder i fell so deeply inlove with her.. by the looks of it, i can`t deny how beautiful she is now.. she`s so pure, so natural, and so unique.. i can`t seem to see any reasons for me to not love her..
your smiles, your eyes.. your cute little face.. everything about you is perfect.. just wear that smile, forget the pain, and feel happy, it just makes your world go round again..
i know i have been pretty rough up this past days.. i get emotional in a sudden.. but i just want you to know, that even if you kinda scold me about not telling you my problems.. i just want you to know that im pretty much blessed and happy to know your there for me.. your presence makes everything better.. seeing you smile,hearing you laugh.. and feeling you holding me in your arms.. its just the perfect place to be happy again.. i love you babe, and you perfectly know that much..
baby, you are my soulmate. i don`t particularly know any reason why i said that, but i feel that every inch of me is longing for you.. i may think i maybe a little bit obsessed, but who cares.. i love you sooo much.. that i can always think of you every minute..
baby hunny.. always wear the smile i gave you okay? i love you baby :* so muuuch :*
Do you remember the time when we first met, like really met? look how young we look and how slim we are last two years ago.. i still remember the feeling of meeting you and talking to you.. it was one of my best days ever.. looking at you so close to me was one of the best sight i ever had.. and that was your 17th Birthday,.. where everything about us started..
do you remember your debut? the feeling that i am your 18th rose, the escort and represented to be your love one to everyone who is invited was one happy feeling.. i could not forget this moment. :) though it was not celebrated at your exact birthday date, but it was for your birthday after all :)
and now, its November 24th again.. and i always remember the best things that happened this day.. the feeling of being nervous, and the feeling of excitement.. yes i was pretty happy :)
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY :) your the best thing that happened to me, to have you :* you dont know how blessed and happy i was when you told me that we are now together. babyy, your getting older na, your already 19.. i wish that all your dreams come true.. and i also hope that you`ll have another Good year ahead of you :* i love you babyyyyyyyyyy :* i love youuuuuu sooooooo much, that i can`t think of any possible future with out you… guess im this SO INLOVE GUY :) i love you babyyy :* and happy happy birthday again :)
that beautiful smile, that mysterious eyes, that cute little face, and that lovely soul of yours makes me love you so much more. yes i admit, im kinda obsessed with you.. but i really love you.. i dont want to lose sight of you.. and i always wanted to be by your side.. your so special to me, in so many ways.. i wanted to make you feel that you are the most special person in my life now, but i just don`t know how to make you feel it 100%. she`s so beautiful, yes she gained weight, but that makes her more beautiful. i just love everything about her, and thats why i dont want to feel numb, or dont get blind, or even lose my arms because, i always want to feel her, see her, and have her forever :*
okay,i admit, every profile picture of your facebook, i always put them here in tumblr, but you see, you are beautiful, i cant lie to that, and you cant blame me for putting you here in my blog, because you are a beautiful person, inside and out and that personality just made me love you more. guess what? my first expression of this photo is that, ” wow, im totally proud im her boyfriend. she so cuuuute and beautiful”. but you see there are more than that in me. every part of my soul longs for you.. it is inlove with you and so do i.. i may not always make you feel the love i have, (if i really dont) but one things for sure. you are my one and only, you are the my future, you are my everything and your Star of my life. to think of, thats too many, not one, but you see, when its comes to you, camille evie montejo, your my only one :)
see this girl? she has been the inspiration i have since the first time i met her, she give me this goal that i needed to be a professional someday so that i could ask her hand and marry her and have kids together.
she`s so beautiful, so adorable, so mysterious, so cute, and so much beautiful things that i could not think of. i admit, i made her cry, i made her mad and we fight sometimes, but it doesnt change the fact that i love her.. i love her to the moon and back, from the earth to the heavens, and i know she would be that person i would grow old with. shes the most amazing girl i have ever seen, yes, i may see so many beautiful girl out there, but i just cant seem to compare them to her. she`s like the princess in my own fantasy. and i really can`t wait to save her from that tower and afterwards marry her and have a happy ever after. i am so blessed to have her.
baby, i may not give you so many surprises cuz i know when i do, i cant hold my tongue and tell you just about everything.. but i really hope you get surprised when you read this. i know that every night, i might make an issue, or we somehow feel a little lonely, but i hope we will have another beautiful messages before sleeping. i really miss you hunny bunny :’( and i cant seem to take another day without seeing you.. i just want to see that beautiful face of yours, hear your angelic voice, and i just want to hear you laugh.. i miss you baby :* i love you :*
yes we fight alot, argue about little things.. and we get jealous about just everything that comes between us. but, i still love her, despite all the things that we have been through, i still like her, despite all the frowns we got, i still got that magical feeling, because she always make me smile without even trying. and she does this super cute things for me.
your a one of a kind babe, your unique in your own ways, and im proud and so happy that i found you. we may argue about just little things, we may get jealous, or even get sad about the sad parts.. but i want you to know that my love for you isnt going low, nor does the light going darker. not even the flame dries out. i will still love you baby of all the things we have been through :* i know this moment isnt a good time but i hope this does make you feel you a little better. :*
she`s camille evie montejo, she`s my girlfriend, and were currently on our way to life time partnership. she`s there for me when i needed her. she makes me happy everytime, anywhere. i love her and she loves me. i find it that our relationship is stable enough that it can hold on and root out to withstand storms. we fight randomly, we argue, we talk back sometimes. but with all that. our relationship gets stronger and stronger. and i hope it stays that way. she`s beautiful, inside and out. she`s the only girl i can be myself with. i laugh alot everytime im with her. and everytime she smiles, i became the happiest man on earth knowing that i maybe the cause of her smiles. i could never ask for more. there maybe temptations, more evil things surrounding me, but i always kept the promise and dreams i have with her. she`s just about my everything. the root of all my happiness. and most of all..
SHES THE INSPIRATION I HAVE TO GO ON EACH DAY :*